Don’t underestimate your subconscious. Focus on what questions bother you on repeat mode. Those questions are not useless. They are your purpose. People spend their whole lives shutting their subconscious. They let the practicality take over their minds. They don’t dig deep enough and lead a meaningless life.
Differentiate yourself from them. Seek the answers.
Why few people hate homeless and others empathize with them?
Why some are drawn to materialistic pleasures and others to spirituality?
etc etc.
Answer before you become subservient to only the shining gift wrap and never get to open the real present lying beneath it.
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